After spending the entire day @ shopping I got home and was showing my hubby all the fun stuff I got, I realized that EVERYTHING i bought, minus one little jacket, was for CAYDEN!!!! And I began to think, at what point did I stop buying anything for myself and instead started shopping only for my baby. I realized that that is just what happens when you become a mommy... you start living your life to better someone elses... and you love every minute of it!! I used to get excited if I found something cute for myself, not I can't wait to go in every single children's store there is!!! I just love it. I can't wait to put everything on him!! (He still has a million things from summer that still have tags on it, oops, hopefully I have another boy, although with this Rochester weather he could be wearing shorts in the middle of winter for all we know!!)
Oh yeah, I just thought of another reason why I didn't buy anything for myself -- I AM STILL SOOOOOOO OVERWEIGHT FROM HAVING A BABY!!! He's just about 4 months old and I have now realized that I can't use the excuse that I just had a baby, because hes not a newborn anymore!! I must face the fact that this weight will not magically disappear, especially not when I am addicted to sweets and junk, and I will be joining the gym this week. (Last time I joined the gym I only went maybe 5 times, needless to say I am going to have to prove my dedication to my hubby this time!!! Whatever happened to the days where I could eat whatever I wanted and my figure never changed??? I feel like I am not even looking at my own body when I look in the mirror----will it ever be back to normal??????)
So that was our trip to the outlets...not to exciting, but fun for me!!! Now it's time for bed---alot to do tomorrow!!!
Until next post,
